The archive

Earlier versions of me.

Films from high school, blog posts from college, and the first version of this website. Everything in quotation blocks is reproduced as I wrote it at the time, typos included. The small notes marked Context were added in 2026.

Two silhouettes at the mouth of a stone tunnel, looking out onto a busy street

I. High school, with a camera

U Can’t Touch This

A Media Productions project, from the high school club I founded.

Hilarious Harry Potter Spoof

The title is the original upload’s. Whether it’s hilarious is up to you.

II. The college blog, 2012–2014

Sleep When You’re Tired… but I’m not tired

Context The longest post on the old blog. The “unbreakable law” is a belief I picked up around age four: that the best schools were simply out of reach for a kid like me.

There are some nights when I lie in bed. Everything around me is calm and quiet, but everything inside of me is flying around at impossible speeds.

This was the first and most powerful unbreakable law that I was ever told.

I sat through that seminar as a high school junior and suddenly, that unbreakable law from my childhood was called into question.

For the first time in my life, I had truly given myself permission to be extraordinary.

I sent a capsule carrying 2 cameras into near-space with a weather balloon.

I did all of this, and when college decision letters came out, I was rejected from 7 of the 8 schools that I applied to.

I announced my own information session on the school announcements several times and got permission to use the auditorium. … About 70 or 80 students and even a few parents arrived to hear me talk. A few days later, I was accepted to USC’s engineering program.

At last, I am awake and, finally, I can sleep soundly.

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Just Do It!

Context Written after a USC EdMonth panel on the state of American education.

Schools are bringing up people to rely on a system to tell them what they should be doing at every point in their lives.

We need an education system that forces us to actually learn and not just vaguely remember. Just go out and do something.

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My First Hackintosh!

This took forever to troubleshoot but I finally got everything running! The challenge was definitely a good learning experience and I’m proud of the finished product.

Intel i7 3770 · Gigabyte z77x-UD5H · 120 GB SSD + 2 TB HDD · Corsair Carbide 500r · Asus 27″ screen

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Be True to yourself AND Be Aware

I want people to be true to themselves. To me, that simply makes sense.

If people could just stay true to themselves while maintaining a high level of awareness, the world would be so much better.

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Sophomore Year Winter Break

I started this blog as a journal for my thoughts so I thought I would return to that idea with this post.

Stay true to myself! Change the world! Fight On!

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What I fight for

Struggle and hardship are important pieces of development in life though. These experiences help develop our empathy for others when they face their own challenges and force us to be grateful for the things we have struggled for.

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||PAUSE: Engineering

My entry for the National Academy of Engineering’s Engineering for You (E4U) video contest.

Bloody noses

Context A small childhood story, and the last post on the old blog.

This is just another little thing that makes up who I am. Just sharing myself a bit at a time.

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III. The first jackychen.xyz, 2017–2021

My Thoughts

Context The essay at the center of the first version of this site, which opened with a banner reading “Step into my Shoes.” It was written while I was still a student.

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.” – Marianne Williamson

My passion is helping people. Throughout my life, I have also enjoyed building creative solutions to problems or starting random projects for fun. In the classroom, my favorite and best subjects have always been mathematics and physics. As a third grader, I had already set my mind on becoming an inventor. As I got older, I realized that an inventor is actually just another name for an engineer and that’s where I am today, honing skills that will allow me to create technology that can better lives on a potentially huge scale.

I am grateful for where I am today and know many people who are not as fortunate as I am, but I think it is vital to understanding who I am, my motivations, and what I wish to achieve. Both of my parents came to the US as dirt poor teenage immigrants. They are extremely hard workers and each started their own businesses, a Chinese fast food restaurant and a salon. Each spent about 70-90 hours a week working for much of my childhood. I am the oldest of 5 children and I took on a parental role at home from an early age. My parents, who never had the opportunity to go to college, show me a huge amount of respect and trust me to make good decisions. I’ve grown up close enough to the poverty line to get free or reduced lunches for most of my life. I didn’t go to a great high school. It wasn’t terrible compared to my peers back home but relative to students at USC, it was.

By helping to raise my siblings, I attained much of my self-confidence early on and used this to help even more people around me. I’ve entered situation after situation in which I started off being seen as “the weak” and end up helping the group as “the strong”. I’m here, at a great University, now and I eagerly learn so that I can again catch up to the best. Once again, I am “the weak” with a sparser technical background than many of my talented peers but try giving me a chance and I may surprise you.

See the 2017 site, preserved as it was →

IV. Now